Your Dreams Will Come True...

Now, more than ever, I wish you were here with me. I wish I could look at you while drifing off to sleep and whisper of my love to you. I wish that I could trace the lines of your body with my fingertips, to learn the soul of your skin with the tip of my tongue. I wish I could run my fingers through your dark curls, press my lips against your forehead, hold your hands close to my heart. I wish I could show you each day how much you mean to me and how I long to be near you every moment of my day. I wish that you knew how happy we could be with one another, how I can feel that truth deep in the root of myself.

I wish that I could explain to you the dichotomy of my love for you, wish that I could help you understand that I want you so completely, but want more for your marriage to work so that you can be entirely happy with your life. I wish you could know how it tears me apart inside to know that she is always before me, but how it comforts me to know that you have her in your life giving you the love and the affection that I so desperately want to give to you. I wish I could give myself to you completely, commit my heart, mind, and body to you, share myself with you in ways that only a man and a woman are meant to share themselves with another. I wish I could know what it was like to see the smile form at the corner of your lips, to watch your eyes light deep from within when we laugh with one another, to watch as your face tenses with brilliant thoughts. There are times like now when I know that I would give anything I had to give to be with you for just one brief, if even only fleeting, moment.

How can these weak, empty words ever possibly convey to you all of my wishes? I can't even say your name here because I'm so wrapped up in fear of losing you in this last medium. I want to scream of my love for you! All the time inside of my head are thoughts of you, your words, and your precious voice. This passion I hold for you is pent up inside of me and raging with intensity.

I need you, darling. I want you.

And above all else, I'm taken by my love for you.

Forever,
Arianne