[Solipsism]
n.Philosophy. 1. The theory that the self is the only thing that can be known and verified. 2. The theory or view that the self is the only reality.//solopsist (n.)solipsistic (adj.) solipsistically(adv.) [Latin solus (alone) + ipse (self).]

Eh, it's random.

15 January 2005
It's two in the morning. So many weird things over the last week. How did the week end so quickly?

A profession of love from someone whom I wasn't sure had feelings that were quite that strong. Randomly. The cusp of a final decision with someone whose flame won't seem to die even when showered with disappointment and seemingly endless bad news. Meeting someone whom I had a really fun time with, but not really sure what direction things are heading with that person. Not to mention that I'm not really interested in figuring that stuff out just yet. Who says it can't just be fun for fun's sake? As long as we both know what it is...right? Missing someone terribly and being afraid that things changed in our relationship in a short two week span of time. Missing that person so much. So much.

I start student teaching on Tuesday. Can you believe it? I'm really excited, but so nervous. I keep telling myself that I'll be fine, but I know it's going to be really tough. I'm going to be a teacher. Finally. After all of this work, I'll have my own classroom, my own students, my own voice. I'm finally going to have my chance to make a difference. I'm going to effect change where it starts--in young minds.

Could anything possibly be more life-changing?

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Arianne

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Arianne. I'm a 22 year old young woman and I'm on the cusp of beginning my entire life, a thought which terrifies and exhilirates me--often at the same time. I am learning to love myself for the first time in my life. I am learning to find true happiness, ready to find love when he's ready to find me and always waiting for something better.
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Find me here. - 07 May 2005
All You Have to do is Listen. - 25 March 2005
Yeah, Yeah. Here you go. - 12 March 2005
Nothing to Say to You. - 09 February 2005
The Way I Feel for You. - 25 January 2005
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