Ice Princess
05 January 2005
I don't know how to make you understand it. Maybe you just can't. Maybe that's why this won't work. I need [--] this much from you to stick around and your pride or your refusal to give into your emotions or to acknowledge someone else's or something else keeps you from giving that to me. You're careless with me sometimes. I don't even think you realize it anymore.It could just be that it's my fault, that I've taught you to keep treating me this way by never actually walking away from this. By threat. I know that you care about me. I guess that I am lying when I say that I don't, but it drives me insane when you seem to be able to dismiss this all away so easily. To dismiss me.
It's so easy to keep me. Just a few words.
But, I'm so tired of asking for them.
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Arianne
