[Solipsism]
n.Philosophy. 1. The theory that the self is the only thing that can be known and verified. 2. The theory or view that the self is the only reality.//solopsist (n.)solipsistic (adj.) solipsistically(adv.) [Latin solus (alone) + ipse (self).]

Day After

13 March 2004
So, a few people have mentioned that I haven't updated here in a while and wanted to know why. Why? Oh, I don't know. I figure I have to break away from the whining every once in a while I guess. There's not a whole lot to update I guess. Actually, there is, but like I said, sometimes I just don't wanna document the senseless drama. Instead, let's highlight some good parts. Change is good.

I started talking to a new person and he really fascinates me. That takes a lot as I'm not easily impressed. I love everyone, but I don't always think that everyone is terribly interesting. I love talking to this kid and moreso, I love that he is so multi-faceted. Just when I think he's going to zig, he zags instead. He seems very different than most of the guys that I know and there are so many "my favorites" about him that I wouldn't know where to begin. It's super cool when you meet someone and they're smart and they're nice and they have morals and they have opinions and they have a life and they have passion and they have drive and they have motivation and they have unique qualities that make you really happy and hook you from the first conversation. It's so rare that I think those things about someone and every time that it has happened, a really good friendship has developed. So, I'm crossing my fingers. :)

And if you're reading this and you know that I'm referring to you, I'm officially embarrassed. :) But, eh, it's nice to know that someone thinks you're the shit, right?

I went to this show last nite and had an absolutely great time. Good music, good friends, good people. I love meeting new people, love having new experiences, love having good times.

It's been a while since I've felt like myself and with this last combination of medicine, I think I'm really getting back to the "real/old" me. I can physically feel it inside and part of me wonders if anyone else has noticed. But, I suppose all that matters is I'm beginning to feel better. I think sometimes you get so stuck inside of yourself that it's incredibly hard to think you can ever pull out, but I'm learning that even though it's difficult and maybe even overwhelming at times, it's possible. Possibility is the best remedy for this mood.

And it comes in so many forms. So, thanks possibilit/y/ies--I hope you all know who you are.

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Arianne

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Arianne. I'm a 22 year old young woman and I'm on the cusp of beginning my entire life, a thought which terrifies and exhilirates me--often at the same time. I am learning to love myself for the first time in my life. I am learning to find true happiness, ready to find love when he's ready to find me and always waiting for something better.
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